RED MOON

When I reached out and touched you
there was a single high note in my heart
As we gazed at the darkening sky,
the world that continues on endlessly
was calling out

Why is it that people can fall in love
and know pain?
On the other side of the night that you cried
the cymbals of time resounded

I surely believe that the karma that we create together in this sky
will play a song of love,
the tears of the red moon are a quiet music
Let's live so that we can share the light

Because you called out to me
it was like a wish being born for the first time
I'll hold your hand until we reach an unfinished sky,
chasing after the red moonlight of June

How many times have people cried out
in the midst of a sea of tears?
An alleluia echoes within a collapsed dream
'let there be light'

Why does the karma of simply living
bring more pain than it does joy?
I always dream of quiet music
so that I can reach across the distance to where it sleeps together with you

When I reached out and touched you
a song was born for the first time in the world

In the middle of a summer faded and broken
resounds a song of lament
Both love and dreams will one day disappear
but even so my voice doesn't reach

While receiving a flower with dirtied hands
I wonder if I can live together with you
In a dream of destruction at the other side of time
you can hear it, right?
A far away alleluia

It's ok if it's just once,
let a song of love resound like a flame
It begins to overflow, an intensely quiet music
The red moon dreams
in the last sky

Magdalena

Overcome by your moving temple overcome by this holiest of altars
So pure so rare to witness such an earthly goddess that i've lost my self control Beyond compelled to throw this dollar down
Before your holiest of altars
I'd sell my soul my self esteem a dollar at a time for one chance one kiss one taste of you my magdalena
I bear witness to this place this prayer so long forgotten so pure so rare to witness Such an earthly goddess that i'd sell my soul my self esteem a dollar at a time for One chance one kiss one taste of you my black madonna
I'd sell my soul my self esteem a dollar at a time one taste one taste one taste of you my magdalena

You're Not Alone

I've walked so long
I can't remember - where was my home?
Their distance faces fade away
I'm always on my own.
I can show a smile
It's not hard to do.
I can have the strength to go on
But sometime I wanna let go of everything.
When thoughtfulness is not their game
I teach by giving love.
High mountain seems higher endlessly
when they're pebbles at your feet.
And if you should still fall into despair,
there is one thing left to believe
I lie in your heart always.
Nothing is braver than honesty
My life is your faith in me.
I'll be there when you need
you don't have to hide from me.
What you are feeling now
I fill your soul.
We will seek together destiny
troubles have an end.
we'll carry on hand in hand
you're not alone.
People searching desperately outside themselves
caught up in thinking of whatever helped.
And I'd forgotten too that love exists inside me as in those I wanted from
I feel you now.
I'll be there when you need
we will live together.
Nothing is in our way
with trust in our soul.
We will seek together destiny
troubles have an end.
We will carry on hand in hand
We won't forget we have each other.
Never!
Love is in the hearts of all men
you're not alone.

Art of Life

Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, Flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"All existence you see before you
must be wiped out :
Dream, Reality, Memories,
and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what ? for love ?
What am I supposed to do ?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart
Art of life
Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life
Keep on crying

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness
melt in my heart

Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
You can't say "No"
Only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
from between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
and
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love
in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams
Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth ?
What truths are lies ?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna to live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love

Art of life
An Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love

          in my life

Sueños Rotos, Deseos Perdidos

¿Por qué todo siempre tiene que ser así?
No importa que sueñe o anhele
da igual, inexorablemente se romperá
siempre ha sido así, no ha dejado ser
y siempre incansablemente , así seguirá

No importa si es un sueño pequeño
o el deseo más ambicioso que cualquiera pueda tener
siempre se despedazará sin ninguna piedad
¿entonces por qué sigo aquí?

Me lo he preguntado una y otra vez
¿por qué me molesto en abrir mis ojos en la mañana?
¿para qué respiro minuto a minuto?
¿por qué quiero seguir a pesar de todo…?

No lo sé…la respuesta siempre me ha sido esquiva
A veces en medio de la oscuridad me imagino…
que debo ser un peón…no un personaje
en una enorme obra interminable
con guionistas crueles que decidieron
- Que sea un soñador y que nunca se rinda –
Y mientras reían también dijeron
- Que nunca, jamás obtenga lo que desee -

Sí debe ser muy cómico mirar
como cada día sufro, como todo siempre
sin importar que sea se me escapa entre los dedos…

Cada vez que emprendo algo…
se destruye, zozobra, no importa que sea,
nunca consigo nada, siempre nada,
sólo oscuridad, tristeza y una soledad eterna

Si algo me hace mínimamente feliz
lo perderé, igual que antes
siempre es así, sin importar que sea…

¿Por qué? Siempre me lo pregunto…
¿Acaso no merezco sonreír?
¿Es mi destino vivir siempre fingiendo?
¿Es qué nunca debí nacer?

Creo que ésa es la respuesta…
si aquél cordón me hubiera ahorcado…
ni siquiera hubiese nacido
y no tendría que ver nada esto

Pero no, al igual que siempre, me levanté
¿para qué? Para no conseguir nada
para ver como cualquiera consigue
sin esfuerzo lo que yo anhelaba
para ver mis sueños hacerse pedazos
siempre, siempre inexorablemente…

¿Es que aquél muro debió matarme?
¿O acaso uno de ésos cristales debió cegar mi vida?
si era así…¿entonces por qué sigo aquí?

Si existe un dios vaya que es cruel…
hacer que sus “hijos” sufran así
si algún día le tengo en frente se lo exigiré
le preguntaré qué pecado cometí
para no conseguir nada de lo que deseo o anhelo

Qué fue eso tan terrible que hice
para merecer que siempre desee
lo que nunca podré tener
y también le preguntaré
qué fue lo que le pareció divertido
de hacerme escapar tres veces a la muerte

Y lo más importante, exigirle una respuesta
a mi mayor anhelo, a mi mayor deseo,
a uno que arde desde hace poco tiempo
pero que es el que más me importa

por qué aquella persona que deseo que sea feliz
no lo es, no es por mi, ni para mi, lo que deseo
es que ella sea feliz, pero aún así no ocurre
¿por qué?
¿por qué?
¿por qué?

Estoy cansado de fallar…
Me faltan fuerzas, la oscuridad me devora…
Todo se derrumba, no me queda nada…
Cuando El Sol se pone, no hay vela que pueda reemplazarlo…

no sé como sellama, lo saqué de un manga xDD

I hear a voice.
Inside hope and hesitation,
Your voice, calling me.

I hear a sound.
Inside hope and emptiness,
Far away, nearby, from the end of the world.

The flow of the wind over the earth
Quietly goes arround the turning planet.

Static that is about to be cut off by consciousness,
Instead of all memories,
The light shine on the last memory,
As if to reach you, whom I have to see.

Look at me. Find me.
The me that is divided into you several times.

Today and tomorrow and even the future,
Even if I close my eyes,
I will look for you.

The flow of the wind over the earth
Quietly goes arround the turning planet.

Find me, sleeping in darkness.
Me, inside of you, to keep living.

Today and tomorrow and forever,
Even if everything is destroyed
I will look for you.

Today and tomorrow and even the future,
Even if I close my eyes,
I will look for you,

I will look for you.

Secret Sorrow

without asking for the true reason of sadness, I tightly held you
the moon's light illuminated you I simply invited the love
It's painful I can't sleep

The fact that you were crying in a glimpse ; Just when did I realise it?
Were you simply lonely? Is this feeling a fragile dream?
Don't say anything more than that

If I love, I'll be hurting as much as I love
My thoughts have lost their life
Even though everyone wishes for love, they keep on passing by each other
You are the same It's painful isn't it?


Don't cry, No one blames you for loving someone
No one can stop the feelings of becoming to love someone ; I'm like that too so
It hurts that you can't slip away


If I love, I'll be hurting as much as I love
From tomorrow onwards, what should the both of us do?
what repeats is the days that haven't changed for the better, you have to walk but.....
I want you to know that I want to be by your side


If I love, It'll hurt as much as I love
it seems that's why I can become stronger gently
Even sadness can be changed in my thoughts, I look like I belive in it
because I won't ever give up the feelings of thinking of you